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And girls, like (.) I’d like you to talk a little (.) |
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eh: how did you enter upper secondary education (2) what has |
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your school journey been like so far in third grade |
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Upper secondary education for me has been a desperate time (2) when I |
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entered it (.) because like (2) is a time when everyone has |
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an expectation for you that you’ll be someone after you finish it |
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(2) to the point that I failed second grade (2) out of pressure (.) |
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I I left it all like I just couldn’t be bothered out of |
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pressure like from family from friends who studied hard and I |
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like I didn’t want to study (1) so my second grade (2) was |
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even in morning time (1) 2MJ (.) I stopped studying in the third |
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bimester. (.) I said I wouldn’t go anymore period (1) and |
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I even put it down in the form (1) and then: (1) then I was like |
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reflecting whether I really didn’t want it and all (1) then: I’d look at |
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beggars in the street I’d see several realities (.) then I (.) chose |
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to finish the year without=without finishing second grade (1) then my |
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mom asked me if I wanted to do EJA °to speed up the process |
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or if I wanted to stick to normal (2) as I was (2) I turned |
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eighteen that year (1) I think I was: (1) still hadn’t turned |
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seventeen (.) that’s right (1) then I chose (.) no I’m gonna (.) since I’m still |
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the right age still more or less (.) where I can: finish it I’m going to |
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finish normal. I don’t wanna do EJA, because I think EJA |
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is too pushed off you know like a slap, get out already |
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TD: |
@(.)@ |
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Bf: |
@And I didn’t want that for me@ you know (1) then like: but |
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upper secondary for me has been nothing like I |
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thought (.) it would be (1) when: I was in secondary school (1) I |
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thought upper secondary was much more serious and all (.) it’s |
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just the opposite, to what people will have you think |
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but upper secondary still has this pressure (2) coming from people |
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from outside, to keep pressing you (1) every day someone |
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different will ask me what I want to be, what I |
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want to study (.) I’m like (.) Gee I haven’t even left school yet cool it |
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(1) then? if you |
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Df: |
└ Oh but you’re already -in third grade buddy |
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Bf: |
└ No we’re cool? cool |
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Df: |
@I’m breathing down your neck@ just kidding |
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Bf: |
There=there -see |
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Df: |
@(1)@ |
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Ff: |
@there -see@ |
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Bf: |
You know what I mean (1) so I think like |
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gee (1) every day, you’re someone else every day you’re |
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someone different (.) today? I may -be thinking this way |
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tomorrow I might’ve already -made up my mind (.) for example |
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three professions have crossed my mind (.) that I wanted to do it |
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you know (1) so I think upper secondary (1) is a pressure |
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cooker |